Last night I was checking on my Facebook account and i was interested to read the notes that was produced by my friends. I was touched with the notes because the notes are full of emotions. Plus, the words are really unique and very nice. So, i want to share the notes.
Existence of Delusion: Weakness
By: Micheal Weil
As I watch the photos begin to form, I see the memory between you and me deform.
The feelings we once shared, are ashes from the fire, it has disappeared.
Our lives start to spread, and split, into two paths like crossroads to a dead end. A grim disguise, the slashes of a scythe comes down upon me, renewed hope vanishing from my eyes.
I hear your voice a thousand times in my head, the voice that destroys the dread. I created a void to help me forget, of the person that I once loved more than anything; an entity of pure being.
Hope. Love. Warmth. Is what you gave me; is this how our fates were destined to be? A feeling that I was so sure of before, till I realised that the Dream was crashing like waves on the shore. The ocean’s breeze...A feeling I adore more than anything, even if it means sacrificing a heart so pure.
A sea, an ocean, whatever you want to be. I’ll cross you and conquer you so one day I’ll be free, of this curse that you’ve put on me. A curse to love one such as thee.
Bang! Like blood from hearts evolving like caterpillars to butterflies.
I've seen the person you’ve blossomed into, a flower so rare it grows on the hills of an untold land.
I can, I will, embark on a journey, I will explore. No matter how much it kills me, to find the treasure I’ve been searching for.
A human being, what am I? I fell into the trap I laid long ago, my empty feelings filled with your... intoxicating grace. I pray you remember me, even if I have to be the one to fall down, down into this hellish place.
An ice box where my heart used to be, a feeling that I’ve frozen to stop the Torment of an eternity. I lay my life on the line for you, to die for a feeling that I once believed was true.
Like innocent fairies dancing on a string of hope and telling me things I’ve wanted to hear, they come up and whisper into my ear: I love you more than anything my dear.
My world brightens up as I see the photos form, but this time into a picture. A picture that I would cherish from.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Hi, feels like my blogs are dying. I don’t know why, maybe didn’t have some story to share. I don’t know how to tell others how my life now. Seriously, it’s like flying without wings. Sometimes happy and sometimes lonely. But I like the way of my life now. Everyday i heard peoples keep talking bad about me and i don’t know why that should be me. You dont know it because you are not in my shoes. I don’t mind if peoples hate me because some peoples are always jealous of what we have now. It’s okay. I accept that. Maybe God gave me difficulties to make me strong.
Posted by Faris Najhan at 11:48 PM
Friday, February 17, 2012
I don't know what i'm gonna write. I'm feels like i'm in mindless dreaming. Could you imagine if we can get out from this earth, and walking from one planet to the other planet. It's sound ridiculous, but if we can do it for real it will be the best thing ever and this is the best way to forget the heaps of problem that's keep playing on our mind all day long. I bet space is fucking amazing. There will no heart broken and only silence that make us calm. Trust me.
Posted by Faris Najhan at 7:26 AM